Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
On Wednesday night last week, Congregation Rodef Sholom in San Rafael heard a powerful sermon by Juan Rodrigez. No, Mr. Rodriguez is not a rabbi. I have reason to believe he is not even Jewish. So what, you may ask, was he doing giving a sermon on Erev Rosh Hashanah, the start of the Jewish High Holy Days?
As Rabbi Michael Lezak explained, it all started at the end of April last year, when Venetia Valley School, across the street from the synagogue, received a bomb threat. The school was locked down. No children were allowed out, and no parents were allowed in. So when Rabbi Lezak arrived at work that day, he found a crowd of worried parents in the synagogue parking lot.
Thank God, it turned out there was no bomb and nobody was hurt. But it made Rabbi Lezak realize that even though he’d been working across the street from Venetia Valley School for ten years, he had never crossed the street to visit them. Later that day, after things calmed down, he walked over to the school’s office with a big bag of Hershey’s kisses, and promised them he would be back.
Thus began what we hope will become a strong, long term relationship between Congregation Rodef Sholom and Venetia Valley School. Sure, we had donated school supplies to them in the past, but that’s not the same as sitting down with the school staff and talking about common issues and solutions. As Rabbi Lezak and Principal Juan Rodriguez got to know each other, they discovered we both have a lot to gain by learning more about each other and working together.
So, on Erev Rosh Hashanah, Rabbi Lezak introduced us to Mr. Rodriguez, and he introduced Mr. Rodriguez to us. It was touching to see him wave to the crowded civic center auditorium, as many of us waved back at him. Then, he started speaking.
First, he told us about a girl in his school. One night, immigration officers came to her house, demanding to know the whereabouts of a man nobody in her home had ever heard of. After the officers became convinced that the man they were seeking wasn’t there, they instead took away the girl’s father.
The next night, the girl’s mother tried to get her to remove her backpack, so she could get ready for bed. The girl cried, and refused to take off the backpack. She said she needed to be ready, in case the men came back and took away her mother away, too. Despite counseling and repeated assurances, that little girl wore that backpack day and night for six months.
Next, Mr. Rodriguez told us about a brother and sister at the school. Their father has terminal stomach cancer, but he has no insurance. As a result, he has no pain medication. Every day, these two young children have to see their father suffering, in pain, as his condition worsens.
Last, we heard about community meetings that were held to discuss the traffic problem on our street. “I went to these meetings with the intent to try to do what was best for all the stakeholders,” Mr. Rodriguez told us, “and I assumed that’s what everyone else there was doing, too. But one evening, I explained how one proposed solution would have a negative impact on the education of the kids at our school. In response, one of the people at the meeting said, ‘What do we care? They’re not our kids.’”
It was a powerful message about fear, pain, and disrespect happening in our own community, right across the street. As Rabbi Lezak explained, that bomb threat was a shofar blast that reminded to us to open our eyes, to see what is happening around us, and to make sure we’re communicating with our neighbors. And, God willing, it was the start of what will turn out to be a beautiful relationship.
If you would like to make a donation to help kids like those Mr. Rodriquez spoke about, you may do so through the Venitia Valley Family Center.
According to their website, "The Venetia Valley Family Center is dedicated to helping support the parents and families of the Venetia Valley community to reduce any barriers to student success. The Family Center connects families to local resources – nutrition, housing, medical, dental, or vision care, health insurance access, counseling, tutoring, employment support, clothing, parenting education and leadership programs, English as a Second Language (ESL) classes, childcare, enrichment, extended learning programs, and more. Family Center staff provide advocacy and referrals for individual families, as well as offer a comprehensive family literacy program, including home-visits, parenting classes, literacy workshops, special events, volunteer training, and capacity-building leadership opportunities. The goals of the Venetia Valley Family Center are to empower families to become full partners in the education of their children and to support the long-term goals of children and their families."
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August 28, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
I make it a policy not to write about my work, and I try not to use my blog as a bully pulpit, but I’m frustrated and I just need to get this off my chest.
One of the least favorite things about my job is dealing with the United States Postal Service. No doubt about it, they do a great job delivering regular mail quickly and cheaply. But once you start to use their other services, you’re likely to run into confusion and frustration. Many of the things they do seem to be inconsistent and arbitrary. I could give lots of examples, but below is my current situation.
Earlier this year, we were doing a mailing for a client. Included in the mailing was a Business Reply Mail envelope for the people receiving the mail to respond without having to pay for the postage. The company I work for does this sort of thing several times a year. It’s nothing new to us. We know how it’s supposed to be done.
We could do a mailing and pay the regular Business Reply Mail rate on each piece of mail that is returned, but with a little extra work, we can pay less than half that rate, using the Qualified Business Reply Mail Rate (QBRM). We filled out the requisite form, submitted the requisite samples, and received the approval for the QBRM rate at the end of January.
We sent the mail out on April 15, and the responses started coming back shortly thereafter. Although we had received approval for the QBRM rate more than two months in advance, I discovered the San Mateo USPS office where the mail was being delivered was charging our account the higher unqualified rate.
I tried calling the San Mateo USPS multiple times over several days. Each time I got one of three results: Either I got a fast busy signal, the phone rang without anyone picking it up until it eventually disconnected me, or I got a recorded message that played and then disconnected me.
Frustrated, I wrote a letter to the San Mateo post office, explaining the situation. I mailed it using the USPS. I waited a week or so, but got no response, so I started trying to call the San Mateo post office again, with similar results, until, one day in May, I finally got through to someone.
I spoke with Person A (all people in this story shall remain anonymous), who processed the Business Reply Mail. He denied ever receiving my letter, so I explained the situation to him. He asked me for proof that we had received approval for the QBRM rate. I faxed him the proof that day.
Five days later, they started charging us the correct rate. Unfortunately, by that time we had been charged the incorrect higher rate for a month, and most of the return mail from that project had already been processed at that higher rate. Naturally, I asked for a refund, and Person A agreed to give us the refund. He said it would post on our account on Monday, May 20.
The refund did not appear on our account on Monday. In fact, by Thursday, the refund still had not posted to the account, so I called and spoke with Person B, who said he was the supervisor for Person A. Person B said he would make sure the refund posted to our account and that he would call me by the following Tuesday, May 28 at 10 am to confirm it was done.
I did not receive a follow up call from Person B, nor did the credit appear on our account. I tried calling again several times throughout June, but I had the same trouble as before: either the phone rang with no answer, I got a fast bust signal, or I got a recording that played and then disconnected me. When I did get finally through, I was told Person A was on vacation for a month and would handle it when he got back. Still, we received no refund.
Finally, in July, I sent another letter to the San Mateo Post Office, detailing the situation, including a spreadsheet which calculated the amount of the refund due. Since they had claimed that my previous letter had not been received, I sent this one via USPS, with a return receipt requested.
Eleven days later, although I had received the signed return receipt showing my letter had been delivered, I had not received a response, so I filed a complaint through the online USPS complaint form. A nice lady called and told me that she couldn’t help me through the online system. For this kind of complaint, she said, I had to deal with the local post office directly. I told her my trouble contacting them, and she said she would call them to ask them to get in touch with me. Within two days of my filing out the online complaint, it was closed as “Resolved” even though my complaint was not resolved.
A few days later, I finally received a call from Person B, who had been contacted by the online service folks. He said that because I had not sent him the copy of the form approving the QBRM rate until May, they could not refund the entire amount. I explained that I should not have had to send it to them; every other time I have done this for the past six years, the correct amount has been charged without me having to send the USPS proof that the USPS had approved the QBRM rate. I also reminded him that I would have sent in the proof sooner if I had been able to get through on the phone, or if they had responded to my first letter.
Person B said he would speak to his supervisor. Later that day he called back and said, sorry, they couldn’t give the full refund. So I asked to speak to his supervisor, person C. He gave me her phone number. I left her a message, and a week later she got back to me. Person C said it wasn’t up to her; it was up to Person D, and that he wouldn’t be in until the next day, July 31.
I tried calling Person D multiple times. I left a message on July 31, wasn’t able to get through for several days, and left another message on August 6. On August 7 Person D called back. He did not allow me to explain the situation to him, but said he would look into it and call me back. He said the only thing that he wanted to confirm was whether the appropriate person had, indeed, approved the QBRM rate and when it was approved.
On August 20 I still had not heard back from person D, so I called and left him a message. On August 22, and August 27, I called and left him additional messages. I’m still waiting for his response, for a refund we were promised over three months ago.
This is why I hate dealing with the USPS. I have my doubts whether I will be able to make peace with them properly before Rosh Hashanah.
August 7, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
A friend queried on Facebook, “Why oh why can't BART be clean??? The Embarcadero station smells like a latrine!” It didn’t take long for someone to respond, “Because people are disgusting and have peed all over the stairs.”
It’s so sad the first thing that springs to people’s mind is that subway stations, bus stops, and other public places smell like urine because people are disgusting. Not only does it insult perfect strangers, it completely ignores the root problem.
When tackling this question, I start with the idea that all people were created b’tzelem elohim, in the image of God. God is not disgusting. People are not disgusting. Face it, no sane person wakes up in the morning and thinks, “What disgusting thing can I do today?”
“But,” you may argue, “It is disgusting to urinate in a public place like that. Why don’t they use a toilet like everyone else?”
Let’s take a good look at that question. Why don’t they use a toilet? If no sane person does disgusting things on purpose, maybe some of the people who do it do, in fact, have mental problems. Which raises the question, why are they out on the street? Why are they not being cared for in a way and in a place that they aren’t out wandering the streets, urinating in public?
But they’re not all mentally ill. I would bet most of them aren’t. And they have perfectly good reasons to urinate in public places.
For one thing, many public places don’t have public toilets. Many subway stations have “public” toilets only in places where paying customers are allowed to enter. Many people can’t afford the price of a ticket to get in.
Many people have no place in which to shelter at night. They have no toilet at home they can use, because they have no home. Most places with toilets, like restaurants, are closed at night, and many establishments won’t let people who appear to be homeless use their toilets even when they are open.
The reason people urinate in public places is my fault, and yours. It is because we are not doing enough to provide shelter and mental health care to those who need it. It is because we are not exerting enough pressure on our public servants to ensure there are enough facilities available to everyone who needs a bed, a shower, or even something as simple as a toilet. It’s because we allow people who are mentally ill to fend for themselves on the streets.
Why do bus stops smell like urine? Because you and I would rather think badly of our fellow human beings than take a good, hard look at the problem, and then do what is necessary to fix it.
July 31, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
My husband and I just got our Estate Planning documents done. By that I mean we each signed a Will regarding how we would like our assets distributed after our death, Power of Attorney documents in case we’re incapacitated and medical instructions saying to pull the plug if we’re brain dead.
Signing these three documents are the minimum a person should do in regard to pre-need planning. We also need to buy burial plots and leave instructions regarding the disposition of our remains. All of which brings up the question of an Ethical Will.
Many Jewish people write an Ethical Will for their kids. We don’t have kids, but I have two nieces. It would be cool if I could leave them with some wisdom when I go. Although, I have to admit, I don’t know whether it would do them any good. In my experience, most people learn from their own experiences, not from experiences or advice told to them by others. Especially unsolicited advice, which this would be.
It occurred to me that I could print out some of my favorite blog posts, and leave them in a folder for my nieces to read after I die. I don’t know whether or not they read my blog on a regular basis, but I suspect not. Either way, there are a few good ones in there from which they might learn something.
Then, I thought, maybe I could just write down a list of things I feel like I did right in my life. There are too many possibilities to try to anticipate what they might encounter and therefore what mistakes to avoid, but maybe some information about what I did right might be instructive.
So, here is a list of the top 10 things I feel like I’ve done right:
1. Married John Barnes
There is no contest for putting this decision at the top of my list. Having him in my life simply makes my life better. I might not have done it, but my father, alav hashalom, told me to marry a person I wanted to spend a lot of time with, and he was right. There’s nobody I’d rather spend time with than my husband.
2. Divorced my first husband
Number one above couldn’t have happened without this one happening first. My first husband was emotionally abusive, and he refused to try to learn how to stop. Staying with him would have meant destroying who I really am inside.
3. Promised myself not to allow fear to rule my life any more
When you spend 10 years with an abuser, you spend an awful lot of time in fear that if you make one wrong step, it might lead to an explosion. Eventually, you realize your fear is running your life. Now when I’m afraid, instead of running away, I walk toward my fear. And every single time I do so, I’m glad I did.
4. Joined my synagogue’s chevra kadisha
I used to be afraid of anything that had to do with death. Because of number three above, I knew that meant I had to get closer to death. The more I learn about death and dying, the more time I spend around people who are dead, dying, or in mourning, the more comfortable I get with it, and with the thought of my own death. I highly recommend it.
5. Didn’t give up on my first marriage too soon
Even though we’d lived together for five years before getting married, and even though I realized on my honeymoon that marrying him had been a mistake, I still spent the next five years trying to make the marriage work. If I hadn’t done everything in my power to try to make it work, I would have spent the rest of my life wondering whether I’d given up too soon. As it stands, that isn’t a thought that merits consideration.
6. Started greeting people coming to services at my synagogue
It’s awkward to stand around by yourself before services when you don’t know anyone. I had just read Ron Wolfson’s book “The Spirituality of Welcoming,” so I decided one day to stand in front of the synagogue entrance and to greet people as they came in. It’s amazing the doors that opened for me after I made that one simple decision.
7. Went to the mikvah
Every Jewish person should do this at least once. Open yourself up to this ancient Jewish ritual. It’s amazing.
8. Lived with cats
I’ve lived with cats most of my life. They make me smile every day. If you’re ever feeling too full of yourself, a cat will always be happy to remind you that you’re not as special as you think. But if you’re upset or crying, they will always be there to remind you that you’re not alone.
9. Participated in a long term medical study
For over 25 years, I’ve been part of a long term study regarding heart disease. I just started participating in a long term study regarding cancer. Everyone wants to help make the world a better place. If a few hours of my time and a few vials of blood every few years will help to find the causes of, or the cure to, any ailment, then I feel I owe that to future generations.
10. Learned to play the clarinet
Being in band helped to ease me into my new school after we moved from one end of the state to the other when I was between 6th and 7th grade. It gave me a great group to belong to in high school. It helped me to appreciate music in a way I wouldn’t have otherwise. And it helped my not-yet-husband to find me again, when someone in the adult band I was playing in told him I was getting a divorce. Your results may vary.
July 24, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
The letter from my attorney came a few weeks ago. It said I had discharged all my duties as the executor of the estate of my father, alav hashalom. It was expected. It was a relief. It was a blow.
For more than two years, the administration and distribution of my father’s estate was my connection to him. Now, the steady stream of letters and emails, forms to sign and phone calls to make, had come to an end. Now, that connection to my father was gone. My last connection, the last thing that kept him reappearing in the front of my mind.
It had been a hard road; something I wanted to put behind me. Nobody finds the death of their father to be a piece of cake, but so many things went wrong with this one. After spending the last few years participating in my synagogue’s chevra kadisha, I knew what the rhythms and rituals around a Jewish death should look like. They didn’t look like this.
My father died shortly before the start of Passover. Passover, like any Jewish holiday – including Shabbat –overrides shiva, the traditional 7 days of mourning after burial. So, my experience would not have been ideal in any case.
But things really started to go sideways when my father’s widow decided to leave town for a week, refusing to make any arrangements until after she returned, thus eliminating any chance that my father’s remains would be buried in a timely manner. As it turned out, his body remained alone, unattended by s shomer, for 12 days before the burial. 12 days, for a Jew, who by all rights should have been buried within 48 hours.
Furthermore, since my father was being buried where he had lived at the end of his life, in Mono County, where there are no synagogues, there was no rabbi available to do the funeral. So I planned and conducted the funeral myself. Myself. Thank God there was a minyan from my synagogue gathered in my rabbi’s office back home to say the Mourner’s Kaddish with me over the phone, or I don’t know what I would have done.
Later, I found out my father had been in and out of the hospital the last week of his life, but nobody had told my sister or me, despite our clearly expressed desire to know any time our father was hospitalized.
I have been trained by the Jewish Healing Center in San Francisco to visit people at the end of their lives. I visit elderly people as a volunteer. This was my father. I felt I had been robbed of my opportunity to see him at the end of his life, to comfort him, to hear his last words to me and to say my last words to him. It hurt, deeply. It still does.
And all of that before I received my official papers as executor, shortly after which I discovered that in the days surrounding his death, virtually all the money from my father's two bank accounts, which he had Willed to my sister and me, had been transferred to somebody else.
That wasn’t the end of it, but you get the picture. The circumstances of my father’s death and eventual burial, as well as my duties as executor, were an ordeal. A long, unpleasant ordeal.
So when I got that letter telling me all my duties as executor had been discharged, I knew it marked the end of one part of my life, and the beginning of another. I wanted to mark that transition with an appropriate Jewish ritual. So I sent an email to my rabbi, saying, “I want to go to the mikvah.”
I had never been to the mikvah before. It’s not something Reform Jews do on a regular basis, but it’s becoming increasingly more popular as we reclaim many of the rituals abandoned by the founders of our movement. It is most often used by Reform Jews to mark passages such as conversion, weddings and such.
To me, it would mean the transition from a person with two live parents to a person with only one. It meant an end to the ordeals I had suffered after my father’s death. It would mean an end to the connection that being an executor brought, and a beginning of a new life. It also meant connection to an ancient Jewish ritual which I found tugging at my soul.
I cried through the whole thing. I cried as I counted the ritual seven steps as I walked down into the living waters. I cried as I immersed myself three times. I cried as the mikvah lady said “kasher” signaling each immersion as kosher. I cried as the rabbi, hidden behind a door, spoke to me. I cried as I said the blessings. I cried as I chanted the sh’ma and as I sang shehecheyanu. I cried as I walked back out of the water.
And now, somehow, I feel whole in a way I don’t remember ever having felt before.
July 17, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
Of all the things not to like about the Trayvon Martin killing and subsequent events – and nothing could possibly even come close to outweighing the tragedy of an unarmed teenager being killed on his way home from the convenience store – there is at least one good thing coming out of it. And that is the discussion about racial profiling and its opposite, white privilege.
Although some white people may have an inkling of what white privilege is and how it advantages us, for many of us, it’s hard to get our minds around it. Young black males and other minorities live with profiling, and are reminded of it every time they are pulled over and/or questioned by police. It’s in their face every time it happens.
For white people, though, white privilege is not obvious. That’s because almost every time it happens, we have no idea it’s occurring. We only get a hint of it every once in a while. That’s what makes it so easy for us to dismiss it as nonexistent, uncommon, or unimportant.
Two years ago, my husband and I were driving in a rural, predominantly white area, when he was pulled over for speeding. “Are you heading up to the slopes to ski?” the officer asked my husband, peering into the back of the car, where no ski equipment was visible.
“No,” my husband replied, gesturing toward me, “We’re on our way to her father’s funeral.”
“I’m sorry,” said the officer, handing my husband’s driver’s license, registration, and proof of insurance back to him, and then he let us go on our way without a ticket.
Would we have been treated differently if we had been two young black men, or members of any other minority group? I have no idea. And I have no way to know. Perhaps the officer, seeing no ski equipment and hearing of the reason for the trip, would have let anyone go without a ticket. But I doubt it.
Even more suspicious was a sobriety check point at which I was pulled over several years ago. “Have you had anything to drink tonight?” the officer asked me.
“No,” I replied.
“May I see your driver’s license?” he continued, holding out his hand.
“It’s in my purse in the trunk,” I told him.
“Do you know your driver’s license number?” he inquired.
“Um, it’s C05…something…I think,” I offered.
“Ok,” he said, and he let me go without asking me to retrieve my license from the trunk of the car. I was shocked.
You see, around this time the police in the county where this happened were being accused of staging sobriety checkpoints not just for the purpose of catching drunk drivers, but also for the purpose of arresting, and impounding the cars of, undocumented immigrants.
I am quite certain that if I had been latina, or if I had spoken with an accent, the officer would have insisted that I get my driver’s license out of the trunk . I am certain he would have checked it to make sure it was valid. It’s preposterous to think this was anything other than a case of white privilege in action.
I understand why it’s so hard for many of us to know when we’re the recipients of the advantages of white privilege. And I understand why that makes it hard for some of us to believe that it exists in any substantial way. So I’m grateful that this horrible tragedy of Trayvon’s death has at least gotten some of us to talk about it, because recognizing there is a problem is the first step toward solving it.
July 10, 2013 | 1:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
I was getting off the freeway on Monday, when I saw a bumper sticker in the back window of the vehicle in front of me. It featured a picture of California State Senator Dianne Feinstein, with a dog muzzle over her mouth, and the words, “Muzzle Feinstein.”
The message isn’t subtle, and it created a visceral reaction in me. It is typical of the kind of message aimed at women by those who feel we are threatening their male privilege. It’s insulting. It’s dehumanizing. It’s bullying.
It doesn’t matter what the women want or how much logic may be behind their arguments. These men don’t feel they need to respond with logic or reasoning. They don’t feel the need to make their case or to show weakness in the case of the women. No, their answer is to use their physical strength to silence us.
It is frightening to see such a thing in the United States. More so in California, which is generally considered to be one of the more progressive states. Although, I must admit, we are losing ground in that area, as evidenced by the passage of Proposition 8. Although that ban on same-gender marriage was recently overturned by the U.S. Supreme Court, there are still many in this state who are up in arms about that decision.
This silencing of women is something that has been going on for a long time. It wasn’t that long ago (less than 100 years ago, less than a lifetime for some), that women in this country had no right to vote in elections. Women are still under-represented in top jobs in business and government, and women still earn less than men doing the same job.
Women continue to be undervalued, underpaid, bullied, and silenced.
Just this week, the Women of the Wall arrived at the Kotel for their monthly prayer service, and were met by crowds of ultra-Orthodox Jews who tried to silence them. Some blew whistles to try to drown them out.
What were these women doing that was so objectionable? They were trying to pray traditional Jewish prayers in the only Jewish country in the world, at the site where Jews have yearned to pray since the last destruction of the Temple almost 2,000 years ago.
These women were not breaking halacha (Jewish law), they were not breaking Israeli law, they were not attempting (and never have) to stop anyone else from praying in the manner they wish, they were not even trying to pray in a mixed group of men and women. Yet bullies showed up with whistles to silence them.
Because male privilege believes bullying is an appropriate response to threats to its power. Because religious privilege believes bullying is an appropriate response to those who sincerely hold beliefs other than its beliefs. Because so many have been accustomed, so long, to seeing women bend, compromise, and acquiesce to the demand for them to be silent.
But these tactics will not work. No more than Senator Feinstein will be silenced by the bullying of a bumper sticker will the Women of the Wall be silenced by the bullying of those with whistles.
Male privilege feels threatened because it is not only being threatened, it is being weakened. In time, it will be overthrown. Not because women want to replace it with female privilege. We don’t. All we want is to be heard, and to be recognized as equal partners. And we will get it. It’s just a matter of time.
July 3, 2013 | 8:00 am
Posted by Susan Esther Barnes
Last weekend was the hottest weekend we’ve had so far this year. It was hotter than normal for this time of the year. And our synagogue has no air conditioning.
There was both a bar mitzvah and a bat mitzvah ceremony in the sanctuary on Saturday morning. It was crowded. We opened the doors and turned on the fans in an attempt to create some air circulation, but within a half hour of the start of services, the temperature was clearly rising.
While the cantor led a prayer, the rabbi sat next to me for a moment. “It’s pretty hot,” she said, gesturing to the other side of the sanctuary, “and those people are sitting in the sun. Do you think we should pass out water to everyone?”
Clearly, she was concerned that passing out water in the middle of a religious service might be disruptive. Normally, we don’t allow food or drink in the sanctuary. On the other hand, there was a real concern for the people’s health. We have had people faint in the sanctuary on cooler days than this. Anyone, of course, is welcome at any time to get up during the service to get a sip from the drinking fountain, but visitors might not know it’s there.
Some have criticized Judaism, saying it is all about following rules. One of the most important rule, however, is that just about any commandment may be broken if breaking it will save a person’s life. The rabbis have interpreted this to mean we must break a commandment if doing so will be for the benefit of a person’s health. For instance, if a person’s doctor says that, for their health, they must not participate in a fast, not only are they allowed not to fast, but they are commanded not to fast. When it comes to a person’s health, they have no choice. They are commanded to choose life.
So another congregant and I went into the kitchen, and with the help of the caterer who was preparing lunch for after the service, we passed out cups of water to everyone in the sanctuary.
What does any of this have to do with Pride Shabbat? On Friday night, several members of the congregation spoke. They are all members of the lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer/questioning (LGBTQ) community, either due to their own sexuality or identity, or others in their family.
One of the things some of them spoke about is the discrimination and pain suffered by many of the people in the LGBTQ community. One of the great tragedies about how some of the people in this community are treated is that so many of them contemplate, or even attempt, suicide.
So, as we were passing out the water to the people in the sanctuary who might feel uncomfortable or even faint, but who were quite unlikely to die, it occurred to me: Why are so many Jews ready and willing to make accommodations for people who are thirsty for water, yet so many are unready or unwilling to accept and embrace people who are thirsty for something just as important: for love and acceptance? As the suicides clearly show us, without these things, many in the LGBTQ community will surely die.
Whatever a Jew may believe about the meaning of the prohibition in Leviticus about a “man lying with a man as with a woman,” just about any commandment may be broken if doing so will save a life. If denying a person the right to love who they love, if claiming that their committed relationship is somehow less than anyone else’s, if denying them the ability to stand up and declare who God has made them to be results in their being harmed, then we must not do these things.
We are commanded not to do these things. We are commanded to do the opposite: to embrace them, to welcome their relationships, to recognize them as b’tzelem elohim, created in God’s image, just like everyone else. We must not stand idly by while the blood of our neighbor is shed. We must do our part to prevent the conditions leading to their suicide.
It is far past time that we all provide water for the thirsty and embrace our brothers and sisters in the LGBTQ community. To not do so is nothing less than to be in defiance of Jewish law regarding the sanctity of human life.